Life has been busy busy, laity with interviews & appointments.
Where I feel my life has been arranged by 'other' people into 30-40 minute slices.
Which I spend most of my time in-between traveling, to & from. & preparing to meet people who the likely hood, of it is, I won't probably hear from them again.
Because I have somehow failed to tick all the correct boxes.
Despite my efforts to portray a cheerful exterior. I do find this process somewhat, disheartening. Because I feel like even though I try to do, my best, at interview 'prep'. I fail too see what qualities I can sometimes be lacking, when it comes too interviews. I'm polite, friendly, punctual, qualified. What more does anyone want?
I feel like my life is slightly becoming a lesson in futility.
And because, of how I'm feeling I'm finding it hard to stay positive. & keep motived with other aspects of my life.
However the optimist, in me say's, that I shouldn't feel despondent. Just because one door, hasn't opened for me. Maybe that means there maybe a better suited door, awaiting me. Who knows.
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